http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net My very own blog Tue, 17 Jun 2008 00:38:45 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Me and dad went camping last Friday. It was great...a great way to connect with each other and nature. Aside from the full-body mask of bug bites, it was awesome! We don't use tents or anything modern aside from the sleeping bags and pillows...just very old-fashioned ways of doing things. That's ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/06/16/camping-trip/ I bought my bus ticket and I leave July 2nd. Wow...this is so final...yet so wonderful at the same time. I'm going to Mississippi to be with my fiancee. We not be very traditional, but we love each other. I'll be without a lot of things for awhile...like my computer! I'll ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/06/04/moving-soon/ Prayer In Time of Trouble Lord, in every need let me come to You with humble trust saying, "Jesus, help me." In all my doubts, perplexities, and temptations, Jesus, help me. In hours of loneliness, weariness, and trials, Jesus, help me. In the failure of my plans and hopes; in disappointments, troubles, and sorrows, ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/06/03/prayers-of-comfort/ Here I am at another milestone in my life and I'm questioning things again. Maybe I'm gaining a better perspective on things or maybe I'm just questioning. Although I don't believe that God is male...I do believe in a higher power. I know that the 10 Commandments are a good ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/05/28/religious-confusion/ I haven't been feeling that great lately. I seem to be having a ton of headaches and have been extremely tired. I had some really bad cramps last week, followed by all these headaches and fatigue. Then there was the coughing a few nights ago and the vomiting. I don't ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/05/17/headaches-fatigue/ I feel like somewhere I did something right. My life is turning out to be everything I've ever wanted to be. I always have had this dream for a normal life: marriage, home, family. But after all the horrors I have faced in my life I never thought I would ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/05/13/dreams-coming-true/ My boyfriend Ron proposed on Saturday night/early Sunday morning over the phone. We live several states away from each other and met online. Although it's not your typical relationship, we are happy and in love with each other. Very much, too!!! We've spent a lot of time together with me going ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/05/08/my-engagement/ I am so upset. I read something...saying people who read the "good book" and were Christian were good people...does that mean I am a bad person because I do not? No, I don't believe in a God...female is what I believe in! A Goddess!!! So am I bad because I ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/04/28/offended/ I find it hard to find a reason to be here anymore. I feel like I died 4 years ago--the day my mother died. Nothing gives me joy and I'm looking forward to nothing. I turn 30 tomorrow and I just feel dead inside. Just a dead agoraphobic sits in ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/04/20/where-is-the-joy/ Dad was always the loving one, the caring one, everyone's best friend--my best friend. Dad was fun, always smiling, laughing, and happy. If dad was home, I was always at his side--the best man I knew. Dad would protect us from as much as he could. I remember it being ... http://taintedgoth1.psychcentral.net/2008/04/14/a-hero-no-more/